new crustacean

2007-04-11T04:33:00.000-07:00

to all, well, i dont think that you can read this, but i feel as if i have cheated in everything. well, i did not get it, and now i am like squeezing my way through. it feels so unfair to the rest. i did not wanna be, but yet i end up laughing at my ownself. i feel like an idiot. well, what can i say the word "idiot" has already been used by dawn. i cant use that. even if i use, what can i do about it, i mean i have nothing left already. look at me, i am just a pathetic kid who wants to own them all. i can even do things right, or at least do something that others can respect and care for it. even the teacher said that i am not fit to be a councillor, just an ordinary monitor, but hang on a minute, who would possibly vote for me? i think i should just stay away and be a hermit. i mean come oneven priya can be and i am stuck here. what and idiot i am.

let's make a list of friends that i have
beverley: monitor, respects them all, treats me fairly
dawn: well, she does really treat others well, and now, i am dust...
erdalyn: she is a nice person, but unfortunately i do not know what i am to her
geraldine: i hope that i can trust her, at least for now. well, she is an alliance to michelle
sherilyn: well, what can i say. she cant be read. i will still give her the respect
suhan: what should i say? double ganger

continue tomorrow(:

2007-04-10T04:33:00.000-07:00

hey there. i know that it is hardly readable, so good thing for me! ahah(:

so yeah, home econs was a bore, and j was really pissing me off with her know it all attitude, i agree that she does know that, but can she me more undestanding? well, i bet she cant

so yeah. ndp was really boring. anyway, i dont really wanna blog now. see you in the near future then

2007-04-09T04:04:00.000-07:00

hello old blog, or should i say my "new" blog. well, i am going to change your current look into something else, and no way will i show you what i have written.

i feel like i have let my poor new friend the gila down. i am not blogging in him and i think that he must be pretty upset about that. gila, please forgive my attitude for this is a period i need to do some personal and non existence reflections.

so i hope that the gila would be able to undestand my cruel means. please forgive me. now give me sometime to so some stuff.(:

2007-04-07T23:48:00.000-07:00

great thing that this is not accesible for reading, cause if it was, i would be dead already. why？ cause i hope that no one will everhave to see it. this is a place to cry it all out. why? cause i believe that it would help me in anyway.

so yeah. mandes is now claiming me to be a copycat, and so it michelle, gwendolyn and celine. well, this is a note to myself, to ignore 'em all. cause i think that being nice to them will make them think too much. i dont think i will enjoy school. pity i cant just say i dont wanna go to school, and i hope that there is a day that i wontneed to go to that horrid place.

i think that i dont really need to let the world know on how i feel about this. i mean, who would be a kind soul to let them know? well, the motto for the year is ok, i guess, i hope that it will be. cause i know that i have disrespected it. well, there you go for now. may return.

did i let you know, crap that i will not blog in gila for now?

Gone with the wind

2007-04-06T19:47:00.000-07:00

speak about yourself girl. i think that i was really too mean. thankfully, this blog is a non accesible place to be read. that is a good thing, cause this skin is kinda ok. haha.well, i hope that everyone is feeling fine, and i really apologise to you michelle, for saying all sorta stuff in the blog. but if you dont accept this, i dont really bother about that too. cause i knwo that part of it is from me. well, have a good day then

so yeah. i think that this is a good little block, and i think that it is a good way to release all the unwanted energy that i have within me. Good then. Did i tell you that i am going to change the way i type. So yeah. Haha. I think that i can improve my style. And it will be a good thing. Yepp, a good thing.

2007-04-06T08:29:00.001-07:00

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